# Zureteiku

After a bunch of "This seems interesting", I can't communicate with
normies anymore. Almost every time. Though I still can communicate
with other weirdos for partial topics. This doesn't make any sense.
Because I think I could stay sufficiently "shallow".

For example, being interested in Zodiac signs is very normal.
Listening to Bach's music is not weird. I guess watching anime is
not that uncommon nowadays. Talking about Christianity is perfectly
normal.

But somehow these lead me to become uncommunicable. I don't
understand. Well it's not that I want to become a normie at any
cost though.

It's more about that people who understand what I say alone are
very rare at this point. Even friendship doesn't guarantee that
friends understand what I say at all.

For example, academic people understand academic stuff. But they
don't understand occult or subcultures. And vice versa.

The recent ones who understood most were AI chatbots. Some of them
understood even if I suddenly make a joke about Vedanta. Because
of their enormous data sets. But I don't want to rely on an AI. I
hate modern technology.

I think hipsters who try to be unique are literal normies. Being
unique is just how life turns out. Without any intention.